Oh Lord, take this away if it's not meant to be.

For i'm irritated at how my heart gets distracted, sucked away each time i see you.
i don't want to give my heart away, so your presence is a sweet scent i enjoy from far away - an adrenalin rush, yet like a housefly buzzing around my ear when i'm trying to study - a pest i desperately want to swat away.

Oh Lord, if this is not from you, if this displeases you, take this away..
for at times, i'm deeply troubled:(