Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Rants

ok its finally time to write what everyone does - rants. oh crap. i just need so badly, someone to talk to...

I don't understand..I've never felt this way before. The kind of loneliness. It has suddenly creeped in. The urge to have someone to talk to at home, the urge to have a companion when ur doing your homework. Argh.. it just feels like a hole in my heart. Some empty feeling.

i wonder who dug that hole

I haven't showed my parents my CT1 results. I suppose I'm waiting for the progress report to be out so that i can show her the moderated grades. Which is a bad idea, considering that she threatened not to sign the consent form for me to go for Astro Outing (lyrid meteor shower).

Yes. I guess thats my punishment. And I know that theres a way out - to show her my grades tomorrow. But i guess i've learnt from young that it's better to buy time whatever the cost. It's always worth it.

Is it true tian meng? is it true that this is the best option out?

"its a matter of choice"

Let me end of with a quote from LOST - "We all don't know whats going to happen. That's why it's called the leap of faith."
Yes..faith. I need faith.

3 comments:

Jamie K. said...

boo! :)

AkiraP said...

so that's the reason.. don't think too much about the results now.. it wont' affect ur a levels.. but if u let it affect u... it WILL affect a levels... :)

Anonymous said...

common tianmeng, pick urself up, jiayou!! =]
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