Time (I)

Went back to RV today. Well, I yearned for the old building but its already in ruins right now. For four years, I've done stupid things in that old building. Haha at about this time last year, we played CS (with water guns) in the school while the movie marathon was going on. Well, back then it was my last year as an ELDDS member and yeah, I remember that Rowena was on the phone in the canteen, facing the car park. Laughs..Even that memory of Rowena revealed the deepest desires of my mind at that time.
How times have changed. Yew Long and I sat on the swing while we talked about each others' lives. Laughs..He told me that was his first time sitting on the swing. Well, at least its not too late. Looking at the way my dear juniors are enjoying themselves in the background, I feel as though I am staring into a mirror of my past when I thoroughly enjoyed myself at the EL camp doing really stupid things. (Mind you, what I would call "stupid" right now was what I really enjoyed doing in those days) All these are done by the hands of time. Time make us grow up. And though some of my juniors are doing really stupid things (here I mean bad things), I must learn not to despise them but instead, allow them time to grow up. I was once much worst.

As I paced home, I saw the slim, crescent moon and I thought it symbolised the beginning, reminding me of the old times. I daresay that no one else in the history of RVHS ELDDS bent four fans in the EL Studio. Whenever I think of the time when I stood on stage, delivering the election speech and someone asked me what position I would like to take up in the committee, I'm soaked with utter shame. Most of the times, I run from that thought. In fact, I feel that I was a joke at that time. I mean no human in the sound mind would even bother to listen to someone who bents four fans in the EL Studio, kicks pillows and balls all around and behaves like a total nut. To say that he would like to be a "vice-president" makes that person a total jerk. No, I'm not proud of it at all. But thankfully, I hope I can safely say that I am not what I used to be.